Hi Jackie,
I Thank You for helping me. As I walked from your office
to my house after we talked, I felt good. Better than I’ve felt in a long time.
I went into my house and said to my wife that I would go with her to the dinner
the following night that was planned with her new Chairman and other Doctors
she works with. It was important to her. As I explained to you during our
conversation, I have been unable to socialize for the past month or so because
of depression suddenly blind-siding me. The past few years were difficult, but
I was cleared four months ago only to be hit again. As we talked, and I say we,
because you brought out of me wonderful experiences when growing up. Things I
had not said or related to anyone. You allowed me to open up by your sincerity,
I could see it in your eyes, and in the questions you prompted me with. I was
very comfortable explaining what I was experiencing and having a rough time
with. I not only went to the dinner party, but I participated in most of the
conversations and had a good time. My wife did too. She was happy that I as
making my way out of this malady. What I took away from our chance meeting was
that I HAD A CHOICE! It was mine to make, I am in control of myself, nothing
outside of me can effect me unless I choose or it to do so, misery or
happiness. Depression is a result of a wrong choice. I must recognize in its
disguises.
THANK YOU.
September, 2013
I Thank You for helping me. As I walked from your office
to my house after we talked, I felt good. Better than I’ve felt in a long time.
I went into my house and said to my wife that I would go with her to the dinner
the following night that was planned with her new Chairman and other Doctors
she works with. It was important to her. As I explained to you during our
conversation, I have been unable to socialize for the past month or so because
of depression suddenly blind-siding me. The past few years were difficult, but
I was cleared four months ago only to be hit again. As we talked, and I say we,
because you brought out of me wonderful experiences when growing up. Things I
had not said or related to anyone. You allowed me to open up by your sincerity,
I could see it in your eyes, and in the questions you prompted me with. I was
very comfortable explaining what I was experiencing and having a rough time
with. I not only went to the dinner party, but I participated in most of the
conversations and had a good time. My wife did too. She was happy that I as
making my way out of this malady. What I took away from our chance meeting was
that I HAD A CHOICE! It was mine to make, I am in control of myself, nothing
outside of me can effect me unless I choose or it to do so, misery or
happiness. Depression is a result of a wrong choice. I must recognize in its
disguises.
THANK YOU.
September, 2013